Chase-ing

These days...or these years,

i am confused by the meaning of friend.


Too many things happen during these years.

i know, i precious my friends very much.

However, most of them leaves in the end.

The faith I have believed for so many years has been brocken too many times.


lian...I don't want you to bother my life so i do my best to forget you.

Once, i think i have succeeded and stop recalling the terrible memories, BUT

why do you ask me to surve your blog and the first article i see is talking about your loneliness?

What do you MEAN? may i ask....

i have shed too much tear for you, even now, almost 5 years after that, i sorrow.

This is my weakness, i know. Could you stop hurting me and leave me alone?


Maybe the day i can view you as a normal aquentance, i would call you with atomony.

when will be that day?







FRIEND...FRIday, END


ON an unpredictable FRIday will END.
The one leave is myself for you have LEAVED.


Need not me!!